一、他是我所有的心事，但是被我偷偷藏着故意不去想起，或许想来也没有什么意义，因为得不到，便是失去。He is all my heart, but I secretly do not want to think of, perhaps want to do not have no meaning, because not to get, is lost.
二、你抽烟的姿势越来越熟练，爱的人越来越随便，从当初的三杯倒到现在的喝不醉，这不是成长是堕落，可惜没人挡掉你手中的酒，没人掐掉你手中烟，除了孤独和烈酒，你什么都没有。
Your smoking posture is becoming more and more skilled, the people you love are more and more casual, from the first three cups to the present drunk, this is not growth but depravity, but unfortunately no one can block your hands of wine, no one pinch your hands of cigarettes, You have nothing but loneliness and booze.
三、我并不失落，我也没有受伤，没有生气，我只是有点累了，我厌倦了付出太多，回报太少。I'm not lost, I'm not hurt, I'm not angry, I'm just a little tired, I'm tired of giving too much and giving too little back.
四、我以为喜欢是一件很了不起的事，能翻山越岭，上天入地，后来我才明白，其实不是，它连让你开心都做不到。
I thought like is a very great thing, can go over mountains and mountains, heaven and earth, and then I realized, in fact, it is not, it can not even make you happy.
五、每次的负面情绪爆棚，在别人眼里都会觉得是在小题大做，是啊，自己的感受只有自己清楚，没有人会知道你被放逐到过哪里，也没有人知道你心中的那束光被点亮和熄灭过多少次。
Every time the negative emotions explode, it will feel in the eyes of others that they are making a big deal out of it. Yes, their feelings are only clear to them. No one will know where you have been banished. No one knows how many times the light in your heart has been lit and extinguished.
六、你不是孙悟空，也不是至尊宝，你只是城墙下那群人中的一个。观望着别人的爱情，咀嚼着自己的青春，活得像条狗。You are not the Monkey King, nor are you the ultimate treasure. You are just one of those people under the wall. Looking at other people's love, chewing their own youth, living like a dog.
七、你要接受这世界上总有突如其来的失去，洒了的牛奶遗失的钱包，走散的爱人，断掉的友情等等，当你做什么都于事无补的时候，唯一能做的就是努力让自己过得好一点，丢都丢了就别再哭了。
You have to accept that there are always sudden losses in the world, lost wallets of spilled milk, lost lovers, broken friendships, etc.. When you do nothing to help, the only thing you can do is to try to make yourself better. If you lose everything, stop crying.
八、你是我跑到气喘也没赶上的班车，嘴馋很久却没尝到的小吃，突然惊醒后没做完的美梦，期待已久却没看完的电影，总归是遗憾的事。
You are the shuttle bus that I ran to catch, the snacks that I hadn't tasted for a long time, the dream that I hadn't finished after I woke up, and the movie that I hadn't seen for a long time was always a pity.
九、人一旦有了感情就窝囊得不行，你说要敬往事一杯酒，再爱也不回头。实际就算你醉到黄昏独自愁，如果那人伸出手，你还是会跟他走。
Once a person has feelings, they are useless. You said you wanted to drink to the past, and then love did not turn back. In fact, even if you are drunk to the evening alone, if the person extends his hand, you will still go with him.
十、世上没有所谓的玩笑，所有的玩笑都有真实的成分。多少玩笑话在真心话中说出口，只是不想懂的人，怎么都不会懂。
There is no such thing as a joke. All jokes have real ingredients. How many jokes are said in the truth, but people who do not want to understand, how will not understand.
十一、小时候跟朋友绝交，都是大张旗鼓地告诉身边所有人：“我不跟你玩了。”而长大后的离开往往默不作声，默契地疏远，一声彼此珍重的道别也不曾有过。
When I was a child, I broke up with my friends and told everyone around me: "I don't play with you. "The departure after growing up is often silent and tacit alienation. There is no such thing as a farewell to each other.
十二、有时候心情会突然的很低落，不想说话也不想动，别人问起，也不知道该怎样回答，真的，我不是假装沉默。只是无力诉说。
Sometimes the mood will be very low, do not want to talk and do not want to move, people ask, do not know how to answer, really, I do not pretend to be silent. I just can't talk.
十三、这段感情我认输，我放你走，虽然我还是忘不掉，还是会心痛，还是会想起你，但是我明白，一厢情愿有始无终。
This feeling I give up, I let you go, although I still can not forget, or heartache, or will think of you, but I understand that wishful thinking has no beginning or end.
十四、你看多可惜，我们每个人从陌生开始，故事的最后又难免变成熟悉的陌生人。人生所有猝不及防的相遇，都好像是蓄谋已久的离散，运气都用来相遇，陪伴就成了奢侈。
What a pity, you see, that each of us begins as a stranger, and the story inevitably ends up as a familiar stranger. Life all caught off guard meeting, is as if the plan has been separated, luck is used to meet, accompany became luxury.
十五、曾几何时我以为我找到了我要的幸福，可是当我毫无保留的付出后，才发现原来一直都是我的一厢情愿。
There was a time when I thought I had found the happiness I wanted, but when I paid without reservation, I discovered that it had always been my wishful thinking.
十六、我一直都觉得，最难过的瞬间一定不是你爱而不得的时候，而是你明白，你和这个人真的没有以后了，以后，他给过你的没有给过你的，都要给另一个人了，而你连眼红都没有资格。
I 've always felt that the saddest moment is not when you love someone, but when you understand that you and this person really don't have a future. And you have no right to be jealous.
十七、不管你在深夜有多么抑郁，有多少负能量，早晨醒来生活还要继续，这个城市依然车水马龙，成长本来就是一个孤立无援的过程，你要努力强大起来，然后独当一面。
No matter how depressed you are late at night, how much negative energy you have, you wake up in the morning and your life continues. The city is still busy. Growth is a process of isolation. You must strive to be strong and be alone.
十八、我耗尽了力气和真心，最终只感动了自己，是你苍白了我的等待，讽刺了我的执着。I exhausted the strength and sincerity, and finally only touched myself, you pale my waiting, satirizing my persistence.
十九、别去打扰那些连回你话都带着敷衍的人，别去打扰一个不愿意理你的人，难受的始终是自己！
Do not disturb those who even return your words with perfunctory, do not disturb a person who does not want to listen to you, uncomfortable is always yourself!
二十、不经意的思念是那么痛，痛到回忆根本不敢触碰，岁月带不走痛，是让人习惯了痛。Inadvertent miss is so painful, painful memories do not dare to touch, years with no pain, let people used to pain.